Update on blessings…

I have been very blest.  My mammogram 3 weeks ago showed a potential problem and I had a needle biopsy last Monday.  I got the results Thursday on the drive home… NO CANCER.  My check up at the Doctor on Friday was all good, I’m doing great with controlling the blood sugar, my energy is up and I feel thankful for the blessings I have recieved.  You see, while the mammogram/biopsy/diabetes diagnosis was going on, I was going through interviews and a gruelling interview and hiring process for my new job.  It has delivered me from a much lower paying, stress mill and puts me back where I need to be mentally, spiritually, and fiscally speaking.  When I was feeling the deepest despair, I remembered what an old friend told me many times over the years… God is in control.  I prayed and in essence, handed the steering wheel over to God, because I knew I couldn’t do it myself.  After I read and prayed I went to bed.  God opened my heart and mind and I can’t describe it any other way, but when I woke up the next morning, understanding flowed into my mind and the stress and anxiety started melting away.  Each and every day since then more of the same seems to flow through me and the blessings have come.  I have a lot of hard work to do in order to keep things going, but for the first time in my life I fully understand what a difference it makes when you fully trust God and let go and quit trying to control His perfect will and just let things happen his way.  He has healed my broken confidence and fears, and everything I am and my purpose for Him is continually being revealed to me.  I have never felt freer.  I still have my problems to work through, but God has fully equipped me to move past them and work for his glory!  I am so grateful and had to share this.